I still have bunches of time to waste, but more bunches of things want to do. I can't escape from trade-off.
People get bored in a long trip. Cause just nothing to do. So do our house pets. If you don't take them out and play with them, they simply get bored. Pets can just stay at home, then sleep. Is their life always on a long trip?
有时候抽开身用旁观者模式看自己，会感觉清净许多。但一旦附身回去，却又发现自己仍然在被一个又一个 DDL 推着行进。
Sometimes I take supervisor mode(not the term which in OS) to inspect myself I'll be freshed. But when spirit comes back, I found myself still pushed by endless deadlines.
My granduncle's cute Pomeranian died around her 11th birthday. Though granduncle's she had been living in my home time to time. I noticed her fading on the Chunjie of this year, with rough hair never become smooth again. To me, she was getting old like just in a moment. Yearning the days when I was playing building blocks in the living room, with she ran laps and laps in my small home. Also the days crying and begging my family to take her to my home on my weekends.
Miss mother's cooking.
There are lots of things have no second chances. So when we talk to "next time", we may be talking about nothing. By the way, I'm going to use full English working environment from today on.
Next day'll be my first trip to Shanghai. Somehow nervous. Seems that I 'm considering this trip a vacation though it's not. Feeling anxious these days, maybe a long trip could recover my situation.
There were days I thought e-book is more convenient than paperback, thus thinking it hard to read for me was just because I was not used to. However as time went on, I found that only paperback gives me tranquility.
I was thinking about extracting former diaries here but gave up. Maybe just keep them local or extract when archive is avaliable here.